Nevv - Sounds in My Head.
Man of word but I lie about feelingsTruth it just so I try to keep secrets
Move in the shadows so people do see that I'm fragile and vulnerable
Cause I know that's the moment they taking advantage believe it
(Wow)
How come I changed
How come my feelings are so goddamn strong
Why can't I be numb
Love is the best but so goddamn addictive and god it's so hard to survive the withdrawals
You keep assuring me that you are all mine but I still see his pictures pinned up on wall
Jesus I'm so in my head
My lyrics are true
Gut is instinctive but how come the voices inside of my head sound like juvenile delinquents
Rude and indecent
Foolishly reasoned
Who would've seen it or dreamed Nevv is just another romantic
Just another man that coping with xanx
Wish my feelings were like something robotic and heart was made by metal scraps from mechanics
Brain was something microchipped and implanted so then decisions I would make would be calcu
Lated and won't feel so fucking spratic
But god I'm in love; heart is exposed
I know that there's trust, but also some doubt
Around you it roams
Look
I'm a scoundrel I know
Should be counting my blessings not counting my lows
I keep opening doors to the past where my demons start roaming
As free as they please won't allow me to cope
Feeding my doubt
They're feeding your doubt
The sounds in my head cannot keep them piped down and bounding me low
The Sounds in my head
They're making decisions that I don't condone
Sounds in my head
They drown out my conscious they're taking control
You want some music that's way more up beat but they want it low
I think maybe, I can just shake them, but they're invasive, they just indulge
In my decision and all my choices, subjects I write and subjects I won't
Sounds in my head
They're making decisions that I don't accept
Sounds in my head
They drown out my conscious controlling my steps
You want some music bout my happy days but they want regret
I think maybe, I can just shake them, but they're so crazy, saying I'm less
Way less important, I should just listen to all the voices cause they know best
Sounds in my head
The sounds in my head
Wow
Thought I was protagonist
Inside the movie of my life, I guess I never saw in where the camera is
The voices in my head are telling me to find an outlet
So I plugged it into rap and now they're telling me there's power outages i fucking powerless okay
Saying my career is just a train wreck in the make
King and I'm a king but they don't treat me like I'm royalty they treat me like a squire
So I'm trying to find the void in me so I can interchange
Prospectives that I'm witnessing and all the shit that I keep on avoiding
And I'm sick of being just another pussy bitch that only walks away
From the problems that I keep on running into that are sprouted from my childhood
And then I use as a reason why I cannot smile good when really I just think the reason is truly hate
Hate my past
And effect it has
Make me feel like shit
Like I'm shitting bricks
Or I'm sweating glass
Then you skip my disc
Like a broken back
People skip my songs
Yeah they pass me on
Like some foster kid
That don't gotta dad
So don't you tell me just to calm down
Everybody try's to tell me find your motive and your drive but I stalled out
Road of riches is a long route
Fuck a hand out dude my psalms down
I just wanna make some music so my girl will sing along now
Cause of my raw style Gordon Ramsey would just call out
Hold up let me tell you bout me
Let me talk about the shit that I'm truly feeling
Everybody wanna say that I spit, but I spit in the booth for my own healing
Everybody gotta see what I'm doing cause I got a weapon on my tongue
And the voices in my head are the itchy trigger finger that just keeps on fucking squeezing
The Sounds in my head
They're making decisions that I don't condone
Sounds in my head
They drown out my conscious they're taking control
You want some music that's way more up beat but they want it low
I think maybe, I can just shake them, but they're invasive, they just indulge
In my decision and all my choices, subjects I write and subjects I won't
Sounds in my head
They're making decisions that I don't accept
Sounds in my head
They drown out my conscious controlling my steps
You want some music bout my happy days but they want regret
I think maybe, I can just shake them, but they're so crazy, saying I'm less
Way less important, I should just listen to all the voices cause they know best
Sounds in my head
The sounds in my head
Written by:
Nevv
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