Rx Fella - Struggling With My Faith

I’ve been strugglin’ with my faith, I pray God miss me
Hopin’ that I find my vision, I’ve been strugglin’ with my mission, yeah
I’ve been strugglin’ with my faith, but I got richer
Yeah, I’m prayin’ He forgive me ‘cause my sins got me addicted, yeah
I’ve been strugglin’ with my faith, I’m gonna die here slowly
Sleepin’ with my demons, yeah I thought that was the old me
I lost me some old love ‘cause no body really know me
I got me some new love, but feel like no body know me
They ask what I did last night, I’ve been runnin’ from my life
I’ve been doin’ all these drugs, hopin’ that I chase a high
I’ve been prayin’ that it help me, but it never does
I’ve been prayin’ that God help me, but He never does
Livin’ by myself at 18, feelin’ lonely
Hangin’ with some old friends who just know the old me
Tell her how I feel just to see if she holy
Gotta feel the struggle ‘fore I feel what they told me
Yeah, what they told me, yeah, what they told me
I wish I could go back, but I can’t ‘cause that’s the old me
Move on from my past, don’t let it haunt me in the moment
I can feel the love, but there’s some things they never told me
They ain’t ever tell me when I’d pray, it’d always cause pain
They ain’t ever tell me that my faith would always cause pain
Had to burn some bridges just to get here, but it cost me
Had to lose a lot of love to get here, yeah it cost me
Cost me some time that I couldn’t spend loosely
Cost me the drugs for the love of my new team
Know a lot of people who think they always knew me
But I’m a new me, yeah yeah
Yeah, I’m a new me, yeah yeah yeah
And ain’t no body here to tell me how to win ‘cause I ain’t losin’, yeah yeah yeah
But I still know I need my guidance ‘cause I been forever foolish, yeah yeah
You see how I live, nah I ain’t got no fear
But I’ve been strugglin’ with my faith since I was just a kid
Yeah, I’ve been strugglin’ with my faith since I was just a kid
Yeah, ‘cause that’s the old me and this the new me
Mama always told me I would get it like she knew it
I just wish she always knew me, yeah
I just wish she always knew me, yeah
If they ain’t know me now
I really hope they know me now
Yeah, yeah I really hope they know me now
Yeah, yeah I really hope God know me now
I’ve been runnin’ from my faith
Yeah, I’ve been strugglin’ with my faith
Yeah, I’ve been strugglin’ with my faith, yeah
I ain’t been to church in so long, but I pray that God gon’ know me now
I hope God know me now

Written by:
Ryan Fella

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