Noir_x - Blissful Suicide

Thrown into a blizzard that burn like a shot of liquor
At an early age life cut deep like a pair of scissors
Memories filled with pain since early as I remember
School of hard knocks I'm an honor roll attender
It's like we was told the main goal is to find a pot of gold
With our hands tied wearing a blindfold
Tryna maintain balance on this tight rope
Sharks and demons below tryna grab hold of my soul
As I look over the edge I stare into the abyss
Temptation to jump hard to resist wondering if I'd be missed
The answer to that question is uncertainty
Still ready to dive into the ocean of eternity
This ain't baptism, I don't wish to be saved
Tryna give my soul a chance to escape from this cage
As I embrace the unknown and make it a new home
Can't help but ask myself what took so long
Love is just a figment of imagination
Snakes plotting and waiting on a prize for the taking
This world is a curse just sit back and observe
They don't wanna see you doing good they wanna help it get worse
No sense of community ain't no unity in they eyes it's you or me
Can't afford to move foolishly
They feed off cruelty brutally granting no immunity
Things ain't what they used to be
The older I grow, the more frozen my soul
Cruising on the road of life, I'm just paying my tolls
They know I'm blessed they wanna see my car wreck
That's two prayers answered, finally get to feel the Kiss of Death
An embrace I'll cherish, a holy sacred marriage
The kind of love a newborn feels from a parent
When I die have no tears in your eyes
Let my end be classified as a Blissful Suicide

Written by:
Donovan Rowell

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