Joe the Truth - Testimony

Didn't wanna talk about pain but this pain hurt so deeply
If I gotta go then Lord take me when I'm sleeping
Feel like I'm addicted I don't wanna stop this drinking
So much on my mind nobody know what I be thinking
I just had to think to myself who really think about me
Who really here for you dog open your eyes up and see
You'd be surprised who down for you you'd be surprised who it be
If you my dog you my dog nigga we gone keep that between you and me
It's a problem its nothing to solve
That's how I feel when it's liquor involved
Slick with the pickle belong in a jar
Smoking this gas I belong with the stars
I was feeling fucked up I didn't even fuck with the squad
I was down bad needed some time for me
I was too busy trying to get money I ain't really have time to pee
But when this shit came back ten fold I was like mane it's time to eat
Cause when it's bank rolls over stank hoes I don't be having no time to sleep
Wanna thank my niggas for believing in me I ain't believe in myself
I didn't believe it wanna help everybody ain't helping myself
I wasn't thinking I just know I was doing too much drinking
I felt like I wanted to double up but I didn't I pour up a double cup
How I'm living I live like I wanna bruh
Shit I wanted to make a mill quick
Want a pretty bitch looking real thick
Want a house like my nigga doing it big
All these hoes they just wanna take a pic
All this money look like I hit a lick
Get up off my dick save it for my bitch
Sometimes it feel like I took the long road
It's some people I care about and they don't really give a fuck about Joe
Its some things I don't wanna talk about
It's some things you just wouldn't understand
Didn't wanna talk about pain but this pain hurt so deeply
If I gotta go then Lord take me when I'm sleeping
Feel like I'm addicted I don't wanna stop this drinking
So much on my mind nobody know what I be thinking
I just had to think to myself who really think about me
Who really here for you dog open your eyes up and see
You'd be surprised who down for you you'd be surprised who it be
If you my dog you my dog nigga we gone keep that between you and me
We kept that between you and me that's how I know you my dog
That's how I know you a real chick cause you accepting my flaws
If you mine then you mine yeah yeah
It's a lot going through my mind yeah yeah
Cause these women ain't real and these niggas ain't real I be telling it straight like it is
It be coming out harsh some people tell me things hit me straight in my ribs
How would you feel if you lost so many of your niggas
Like that was my dog if I hit a lick then my nigga involved
If they want beef then my homie get called
Now I'm drinking liquor too much
Now I'm fucking bitches too much
Sorry momma but this how I feel
When I'm in the streets I can get killed
I don't wanna die young
Will somebody please pray for me
I don't wanna die right now no
I got a daughter that need her daddy
Like how many daughter's need they pappy
I guess I was in a rush doing too much thinking bout myself yeah
I guess I was thinking bout myself too much yeah
Didn't wanna talk about pain but this pain hurt so deeply
If I gotta go then Lord take me when I'm sleeping
Feel like I'm addicted I don't wanna stop this drinking
So much on my mind nobody know what I be thinking
I just had to think to myself who really think about me
Who really here for you dog open your eyes up and see
You'd be surprised who down for you you'd be surprised who it be
If you my dog you my dog nigga we gone keep that between you and me
Joe the truth nigga
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Oh oh woah

Written by:
Joe Green

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