Kmay - The Push

I missed all my friends and my family
Please trust the process, ya'll know I'm expanding
I didn't have a reason to get to the UK
Just some other mother fuckers idea of a change

Three years to the dick
Three years I was enslaved
Clipped wings of angel suppressed in a cage
I had to flip the script quick just to get past the page
It was hard to comprehend while burning in pain

I saved up twice just to reset my life
It took a mothers credit card to finally buy the flights
I was supposed to have friends, but they green envy eyed
Stare them in the face as they tell you a lie

I was tired of being twisted
Done with being a mistress
Fuck the bullshit
Let little bitches be bitches

I don't wanna see ya face again
Don't you show your face again
You wrote a few chapters, but bitch this is where your feature ends

Hand me back my pen
Hand me back my pen

I said good-bye
When really I shoulda said fuck you
I said good-bye
When really I shoulda said fuck you
I said good-bye
When really I shoulda said fuck you

I said goodbye
I said goodbye

I said good-bye
When really I shoulda said fuck you
I said good-bye
When really I shoulda said fuck you
I said good-bye
When really I shoulda said fuck you

I said goodbye
I said goodbye

Jumping off the plane, Drake, nothing was the same
Turns out Heathrow airport is a really busy place
I saw a girl crumble in the walls of its maze
I knew what she was like, so I set my own pace

How very brave
How very bazar
Intention sent me far
One way to London before my first car

This new lane, I revved it
Changed up ma habits
Let go and found me
A whole new perspective

Poland, Germany, France
I was highest up in the 'dam
Sad to come to an end but
It's all apart of the plan

Used my personality
To stack a bitta bread
Lured into Leeds
There was no turning back

Love the city
Fuck the city
Started feeling cold
Jolly old England
Molly knocking at my door
With Cocaine and K
Even though I didn't call
Some of the fam here still searching for a cause

Suggest an affirmation but they'd rather be a horse
This place become a testament in mastering control
When I fell in love, I didn't mean to fall
I took a bungee jump, didn't know he dropped the cord

Wounds to my chest
That only time could heal
New hand from the deck
Got the very same deal

Kept my 'ish professional
Put aside my feels
Filmed for a romancer
Who used me for my skills

Trust that I'm over it
Disregard appeal
I worked hard
For my cup to not be filled

He though he was a man
But everything he stole
Might have taken my heart
But didn't touch my fucking soul

Written by:
Kayla-May Cosgrove

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