Modyst - Transience

Thinking in retrospect I can reflect upon it
So often I digress, I'm honest
I guess bought it... dreams sold like they new shoes
Record spinning diffuse blues
But that fades like the candle burning
Or it cut short like a fuse blew
Demons in my my mind, yeah, I'm a mess to say the least
Lucid dreaming scheming on a quest to slay the beast
Chances are as plentiful as casting in the ocean but I gripe at opportunities and chances I released
Hit the repeat and spin it again
I fall into weakness, livin in sin
Or livin in zen, it really depends on if you pretend
I'm here on the fence
This intermittent inner innocence
Sinner centers bitter penances
Devil offers, I take a sip
I'm just a man in the wake of it
And I'm makin it harder than it needs to be
Harboring our secrecies
Parting into pieces
I barter inner peace for the garbage that you'd feed
It'd be marvelous to see all the darkness that you frequent and keep

I guess I was stuck between the two
I was stuck believing you
Now who's fuckin leading you

I guess I was stuck between the two
I was stuck believing you
Now who's fuckin leading you

I guess I was stuck between the two
I was stuck believing you
Now who's fuckin leading you

I guess I was stuck between the two
I was stuck believing you
Now who's fuckin leading you

Does he believe in God or is he Schizo
Is he even in my heart or is he mental? I guess not? I guess so
Is it written in the stars or just in pencil
One thing I know for sure: life's not that simple
The we in need of fathers really sick tho
Speak regardless if I'm simple-minded
We can see but be beneath belief unlike the blind man
He could flee but she beneath the tree is so enticing
Lustfully unrequited. Struggling with these vices
In Sunday school I studied Adam and Eve
Am I a savage if I ask this madam back to the sheets? I made a wager with a snake and had an apple to eat
Innate in nature but a sad, demanding habit to beat
And it's makin it hard for me to sleep from the scoffing inner demons
I'm lost within the seasons
Embossed with bitter speech is the heart with little secrets
I'm blocking all from seeing the darkness that I frequent and keep

I guess I was stuck between the two
I was stuck believing you
Now who's fuckin leading you

I guess I was stuck between the two
I was stuck believing you
Now who's fuckin leading you

I guess I was stuck between the two
I was stuck believing you
Now who's fuckin leading you

I guess I was stuck between the two
I was stuck believing you
Guess I fuckin be the fool

Written by:
Nicholas Ward

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