Chilly Winters - Trapped
Pain mo fuckaDog I've been trapped in my own motha fuckin head for 27 years bro
Fuck you mean you wanna talk about pain
Ever told you that you wouldn't make it
Rip out your heart and just never replace it
I think we all got that dream to be famous
Smoke out that room like a basic
You don't want to fuck with him
That boy a hooligan and he gon' take you off into the wrong direction
Damn that boy in jail again He prolly on that heroin
And everything he does is for attention
See you don't know what I had to overcome to come up as adult
But you sit and you judge and when there's a problem
You blame me and say its my fault because its easy
When really your weak and your just full of salt
These demons all in me, they're screaming
And they are not friendly, I'm bleeding
Cuts on my skin in the many, My scars are deceiving
I guess I'm just blessed to be breathing
Trapped, I got to leave again and I don't know if I'll be back
Trapped, Stuck in a life that I don't want to be in and everything bout it is wack
Trapped, Catch the new wave got a heart that is big but it's full of that pain
Trapped, Trapped in my mind got a soul that is black
Watch the butterfly come in and save me
Who am I? Sometimes i look in the mirror and I don't even know
When you doing that two to five
You gonna find out who all your real friends are that stick to the code
It's just you and I. I'm gonna take you there but you might not make it back
Got my stomach in butterflies, I don't remember the last time i sat down and actually laughed
Feels like I've been out here walking for miles and miles down highways
And really I barely made it out my driveway
My mind is dysfunctional and I took these pills and I'm sideways
Its all in your head, Like you don't even know when your dead
I just want to stay alive as long as I can
Conversations with the monsters that are underneath my bed
I don't know if I could ever clean this mess up
Trapped, I got to leave again and I don't know if I'll be back
Trapped, Stuck in a life that I don't want to be in and everything bout it is wack
Trapped, Catch the new wave got a heart that is big but it's full of that pain
Trapped, Trapped in my mind got a soul that is black
Watch the butterfly come in and save me
Written by:
Joshua Chilcott
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