Jbiz - Trauma

Yeah
Back in 2015 yeah that's a few years back
I'm talking way way back
Before the rhymes and my lines would come together over time
From the trauma and the drama
Been hoping for the best thinking I could change all that
Just getting out of school going through a lot of moods
Dating all these women
Wasting time wasn't really cool
Choosing my own path
Decide to be my own man
In a world filled with fake niggas can't even condone in
Back in 2015 the year I graduated
Tryna keep my head held high but I was lacking patience
Same year I lost my niece and I know she in them heavens
That was 8 years back and right now she'll be 11 uh
Fatally traumatized and filled with aggression
Laying all my feelings out on the mic during sessions
Heart is heavy with my feelings I been doing all expressions
I just gotta ask God a couple questions
I done I done came a long way since I started from the bottom
I been thinking bout my days only I can problem solve them
God done put me here knowing I'm a soldier
And even when a soldier know the Devil tryna fold you
Life is like a game and I'm grabbing all controllers
I've been going through the trauma hate the drama ain't gonna hold you
I done lost a lot of friends could give a fuck about the closure
Cause I'm all about the money
Getting money like I'm supposed to
Yeah
All this trauma had my vision like a sequence
Almost like living in a world I can't believe in
I done held it down and kept it real
These bitches be deceiving
I been doing all this sinning
Fucking bitches every weekend
Uh
Going through the drama tryna keep it sane
Wear my heart on my sleeve so my feelings rearrange
I been tryna love but my feelings really ain't the same
And now my heart gone so I'm speaking feelings from the brain
Yeah
I'm on the road again
Oh no, here we go again
I'm speeding through some roads again
I'm keeping money rolling in
Feelings feeling strange
That's why they feeling really slow again
Turning all these pages while my lyrics keep on flowing in uh
I wake and bake with the money on my mind
I been thinking bout them commas for a minute
I pray to God each and every day before I get it yeah
Get rich or die trying
That's how I'm living thats how I'm living yeah
I been I been caught up in my ways
I been tryna change the opposition
Can't believe them niggas think that I could be in competition
First of all you know I'm on the mission, yeah
I know these n- ain't with it
Aye
I'm just a different breed, these niggas ain't seeing me
My flows going crazy, going extra do a hundred 3s
Lines crazy, bars wavy
Are you shitting me
Can't even trust these niggas even if they kin to me
Oh lord
Now that's the ending of the ending
I'm tryna start a new beginning
And I ain't finished with it no
I been tired of the trauma
Been tryna change all the drama
I been praying for them commas

Written by:
Jaaven Browne

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