Madd Martian - Vices
YeahLet me talk to you real quick
From the soul
To my family I love y'all, I'm talking to all y'all
I'm sorry I've been so stubborn, I'm sorry I made you suffer
I'm sorry I got locked up with them drugs caught up
I still remember all the pain it caused like a gunshot (Damn)
At least you know I learned my lesson, some type of way it was a blessing
On a wrong path to a blood bath, thank the lord I switched back
Been on the grind ever since, getting dollars getting cents
Not running from the cops, not jumping fence, not catching me a new offense
I would like to take this time to say God bless the dead
I used to be filled with so many dark thoughts in my head
I was just glad cause they weren't filled with lead
The streets are misled, I found a new way instead
Had to clear out my conscious, it was deadly cautious
It was crawling with nonsense, ghost and demons haunted
My every move was toxic, my every thought was rotten
But now we're living good, we're solid like onyx
I had to break the silence, face all of my vices
I was filled with violence but mama taught me kindness
So you are not behind this, thank you for the guidance
I was locked in an asylum all these years on an island
Maybe this isn't music maybe this a cry for help
But that's what makes it music, its expression of self
I'm just trying to lay out every emotion I've ever felt
Every problem I've ever dealt, every low blow below the belt
Every trial and tribulation, every vibe and vibration
Blessed for every situation that lead to innovation
I used to love the hood, but the hood don't love me back
I had my first car jacked, man I worked so hard for that (Damn)
I used to think every day what I'd do if I found 'em
How if put 'em down, put 'em down, and I'd ground 'em
Thankful I never did - cause God forbid
I was just a kid trying to take 'em of the grid God forgive
Had to clear out my conscious, it was deadly cautious
It was crawling with nonsense, ghost and demons haunted
My every move was toxic, my every thought was rotten
But now we're living good, we're solid like onyx
I had to break the silence, face all of my vices
I was filled with violence, but mama taught me kindness
So you are not behind this, thank you for the guidance
I was locked in an asylum all these years on an island
I'm spilling out like blood rushing that's disgusting
I'm incapable of true loving – now that's something
How can I love you when I can't truly love me?
Cause on the inside I've done somethings truly ugly
That's just how I'm feeling man, I'm praying for some healing hands
I caught my angels doing dealings with my demons damn
I was running game like alfalfa like he did to Darla
Gotta say sorry to Kelly, Kim, and Karla
I know that my karma coming back to get me
Its coming back to check to me, I'm in this shit 6ft
I'm 5'10 past neck deep, so you know what that means
I just hope you are all healthy and happy
Had to clear out my conscious, it was deadly cautious
It was crawling with nonsense, ghost and demons haunted
My every move was toxic, my every thought was rotten
But now we're living good, we're solid like onyx
I had to break the silence, face all of my vices
I was filled with violence, but mama taught me kindness
So you are not behind this, thank you for the guidance
I was locked in an asylum all these years on an island
Written by:
Marvin Alvarado
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