pō'edik - Visiting Hours

2018 struck me like a whirlwind
Watching my mother dying
Made me repent sins I so often ignored
Like maybe through praying
They would find us a cure
Why is it that suffering makes us feel love more
Emotional catastrophe
My sanity was fading
Knowing while she was dancing in heaven I'm sitting here waiting
Tryna find some reasoning for things we can't escape from
It's a scary feeling watching your reflection going numb
I wish heaven had visiting hours
Cause I done spent eighteen thousand hours
Tryna get to you
Tryna get to you, you
You, you
So many people never get their flowers
This life ain't for the fakes and for the cowards
Swear I'd climb up the tallest towers
Just to get to you, you
you, you
I've been punished for my wrongs
I have tried to make things right
What you want them to remember 'bout the way you lived you life
The way you lived your life
I've been punished for my wrongs
I have tried to make things right
What you want them to remember 'bout the way you lived you life
The way you lived your life
So little care about the person beneath the surface
Living everyday ignoring grief just isn't working out for me cause
I've been counting all the days you've been away from me
Remember screaming at God for taking you away from me
As time passes
Things become conflicting
Have I become someone I hate or have I been this way from the beginning
A fighter
A truth writer
The daughter of an underdog with all of heaven right behind her
I wish heaven had visiting hours
Cause I done spent eighteen thousand hours
Tryna get to you
Tryna get to you, you
You, you
So many people never get their flowers
This life ain't for the fakes and for the cowards
Swear I'd climb up the tallest towers
Just to get to you, you
you, you
Here we have
Who is she May?
Christina Aguilera
Okay you have Christina Aguilera
You ready to sing Julie?

Written by:
Julissa Bernabe

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