Winnie - What If

I'm sitting
Can't see anything
The air has an iron scent
Gin and tonic for one please
I'm waiting for a glimpse
Of the sun
What if I use my broken pieces
To defend myself
What if I fall into the darkness
I've been hiding from for my whole life
What if I'm scared
What if I'm scared to get better
What if I'm scared that it won't work
What if better only makes things worse
What if no one's strong enough
To pull me from beneath the dirt
Carving questions into bed
With dull shoulder blades
Can anyone tell me the difference
Between feeling content
And feeling nothing
What if I use my broken pieces
To defend myself
What if I fall into the darkness
I've been hiding from for my whole life
What if I'm scared
What if I'm scared to get better
What if I'm scared that it won't work
What if better only makes things worse
What if no one's strong enough
To pull me from beneath the dirt
White t-shirt stained pink in the wash
That's what I get for wearing a short red dress
Strawberries rotting on the vine
I keep on running out of time
And in the night I didn't notice
The power go out
At least I have something in common
With anything now

Written by:
Jenna Szczepanski

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