Gzeppy - What It's Like

Time to prove to everyone who I really am
Man I go ham
Man they always try steal my wavy flows, like
''Damn, this is viewed as the bright side but none of this is bright''
There's no light, there's just fight and no flight, cause I'm high and mighty
This one's out there for the music scene, trust me I know your struggles
Time for me to get my views up 'fore my mind burns down to rubble

Man I question my sanity, hardly say no profanities
Now that's irregularity with my tone and my vanity
Yeah this is What It's Like, spilling my thoughts out from my brain
Everyone is scared of true emotions
Not happy, but they're trained to be like that
So no one can empathize with their pain
Then they're always asking ''how did I not know they went insane?''

Yeah I know I always said that this life's gon' be my destiny
But I feel like I'm past that now and I need to do what's best for me
Why would I give them the worst in me when I've given them the best in me?
That's less than me, this scene's got me wanting to go and rest in peace
Hell nah, don't wanna die, but if I did it's like so what?
Yeah, I'm the realest guy but I faked my persona
Say I don't wanna die, but what am I living to achieve?
But there's cameras in my face, I act happy so they believe

Damn, this world is like a heart beat
You peak and hit rock bottom so fast but that's just life
Know it can end in one too,
But they still ask if you're fine I say I am
But sometimes you know you just wanna be seeing a straight line
Nah, listen to my words
Listen to my lyrics
Compliment my music but don't ask me if I'm living
I'm tired of being that guy
I'm tired of being fake
Starting to realize that this life was a mistake

There, I said it and I mean it
You all heard, never believed it
Now I feel it in my chest and it feels like my soul is bleeding
Nah but who am I kidding? My soul and I have no contact
I sold that and my dignity back when I signed to that contract

I know I said 'Sleepwalker' sounds different but so does every song
Every tune to me sounds more painful but that sounds very wrong
Can't listen to no 'Sleepwalker', no 'Loading...' or no 'Pressure'
'Cause I know what all them songs took to make which causes me depression
Music game's got me in two minds like my head is being severed
Part of me wants to live my best life here on earth and do whatever
But part of me wants to say goodbye and go up there to hell or heaven
See what The Grand Finale brings
Will I die or will I live forever?

Written by:
Dylan Gray

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