Mike Thomas - Why Make My Bed When I Can Buy One?
I woke up with tears in my eyesA shade of pale too normal felt different this time
My head cast me in a movie, and my character died
It's a role I've portrayed often, but these are brand new lines and I
Hate that I was comfortable ending my life
Can't stand that I was okay leaving everybody behind
I think there's something wrong with my mind
I sat in the dark, wondering what it could mean
Cause I feel like my heart is giving up on me
I should be scared, like I've always been
But something within me says it's time to give in
Hate that I was comfortable ending my life
Can't stand that I was okay leaving everybody behind
What's it say about me that I was fine
To let my child go without me, hold her mother while they cry every night
I used to fear the end, now I'm scared of welcoming it
Cause death is always at the door, and I've stopped myself from letting him in
He wants to take the precious things that I have left
But he's gonna have to wait, cause I'm not ready yet
And I'm scared to death
Written by:
Mike Schraeder
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