Calipo - Why can't I feel alright?

Do you know these times when nothing in your life feels right
Do you know these days when all your colors start to die
And all the pictures in your head, all the thoughts build your bed
You wanna paint the world in red, so many things left unsaid
No tears left to cry, no place left to hide
Searching for the answer why it's always me and no one else
Like a book on my shelf, all these pages, cry for help
Anxiety and hopelessness are my demons biggest gifts
It started when I was five at that time my daddy died
Felt so lonely, felt so cold, will still feel it when I'm old
Yes my mama gave her best but those feelings never rest
When all the love fade away, all the lines turn to grey
When the smile that you fake is the face of your ache and all your feelings start to break
Just remember, where there's darkness there's light, don't complain start the fight and Realise you're still alive
I ask myself so many times in all these never ending nights
I died so many times in all these sleepless nights
Why can't I feel alright
Being happy is a feeling I forgot
In the mood of giving up, I was left here to rot
I was left here to cry, sometimes I wanna die but after all this rain the sun clears up the Sky, yeah
This depression is the devils' little touch, tries to invading your brain with the tricks that he got
Just like cancer, like a knot he ties the strings on your cot
But be patient and look up
Do me a favour yeah please wake up
All these haunting, taunting, wanting, self-defeating, me completing, dead emotions
All these muddy, empty oceans
Why'd I never feel devotion
Tired of your missing comprehension
All these circumstances
Just a few of the honorable mentions
So play this song when you're anxious or afraid, when the world doesn't know your name and your body starts to shake, yeah
You are not alone, you won't be on your own
Don't be always on the run, the best is yet to come, trust me
I ask myself so many times in all these never ending nights
I died so many times in all these sleepless nights
Why can't I feel alright
Anger, numbness, heartbreak, fear
Pressure, lifeless, I'm still here
Changing colors, darkness, fight
Dear my loved ones I am still alive
I ask myself so many times in all these never ending nights
I died so many times in all these sleepless nights
Why can't I feel alright
Anger, numbness, heartbreak, fear
Pressure, lifeless, I'm still here
Changing colors, darkness, fight
Dear my loved ones I'm still alive

Written by:
Philipp Bernhard

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