Orry Maine - I Am To Blame

This is not the way
I thought I would behave
I know you don't want to hate me
But how I'm acting lately
Has left you in the spotlight
As someone who don't act right
And everybody knows why
(everybody knows why)
Yeah I was so afraid
Told myself that it was fate
Believed it wasn't fake
I thought I could keep you safe
From the ones who would use you
Torture and abuse you
Tell you that they love you
As they label, lie, and cheat you

Is it too late to say I'm sorry
Is it too much to say you forgive me
Now all our friends will say
I was drifting off insane
Obsessing over everything
That I could never change
But if it's not too late, I'm sorry

I know it's all my fault
I let this get too far
I made some bad mistakes
Repeated one you forgave
And I know I am to blame

We first met
Back when I had nothing left
I was drowning in regret
Said "forget how it felt"
To be told I was worth it"
"Perfectly imperfect"
Gave up on myself
I didn't care about the music
Then you did
Gave me something
New I could believe in
Three words suddenly
Were everything I needed
Then you said
"Know that who I am
Is always changing"
Like Pandora's Box
Don't forget about the warning

Is it too late to say I'm sorry
Is it too much to say you forgive me
Now all our friends will say
I was drifting off insane
Obsessing over everything
That I could never change
But if it's not too late, I'm sorry

I know it's all my fault
I let this get too far
I made some bad mistakes
Repeated one you forgave
And I know I am to blame
I know it's all my fault
I let this get too far
I made some bad mistakes
Repeated one you forgave
And I know I am to blame

I'm sorry if it hurt for me to leave
I just couldn't be who you needed me to be
This is not goodbye I'll be back in time
I'll return when I've learned how to be your friend
But I'll always love you in the end

Written by:
Orry Maine

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