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Hello!
I have an almost pathological need to be liked
I don’t know
Why

Every romance I’ve had ended tragically
Lifes fucked man, I come by sadness casually
I don’t even know who I am when the day ends
I get mad and I go on the defense

I don’t even know what’s going on in my head
Fix it with a bullet now I’m on the floor dead
Couldn’t even understand, couldn’t even reason why
Can’t even cope with the fact that I’m gonna die

And to be fair I have so many questions
So many problems, awkward erections
Weird celebrations, sincere elation,
Sometimes I find it so hard to stay patient

Because I just don’t know how to live
How do I speak, how do I forgive?
How do I deal with it when I get sad?
Why can’t I control myself when I’m mad??

How do I act so that people will like me?
What do I do when someone wants to fight me?
How do I get that girl to stay?
Am I not enough- what the fuck? Stay away

But it’s not like I care!

Look at me I’m just fine
I just use humor to bandage my pride
Mask all my problems and pretend I’m good
I can’t take it off now, I wish that I could

Cuz now I can’t love with genuine connection
I feel so distant, but I crave affection
Yet at the same time I’m scared to commit
I can’t deal with all this psychic shit

But if I can explain why I feel bad
Maybe I won’t be alone-
Maybe I’ll throw in some jokes for laugh
Maybe I’ll make that my home

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