Cheap Sober - Ashtray

I named this track Ashtray.

Migraine kicking in.
I wanna drink alone don’t wanna sit with friends.
On my phone blowing up my ex miss again.
No go so I'm roaming the internet.
Stalk mode, in my zone when I hit the becks.
Or when the Jose Cuervo tequila ends.
Shit faced smoking darts old winny reds.
No brain no smarts no intellect left when I hit the dregs.
Next day wake up so hazy,
Cloudy mess head fucked so lazy.
Remember back when i used to do this on the daily,
I feel like I’m back there been hopeless lately.
Eyes blood red, hearts pulsating.
My legs are heavy got dull sensations
Shaky hands and my face feels faceless.
Off with the stars yeah my brain is a spaceship.
Too many chances not enough action.
I went from active to fractured.
Where is the spark? where is the passion?
Sitting in the ashtray next to Jack Daniels.
Thats where it is, thats where it is.
I’ve been writing down raps that get trashed in the bin.
It's hard to come to terms with the fact that I’m sick.
3 days later cheapy snuff back on a binge,

I’m moody today
Gloomy and grey
Guaranteed that i will run your day.
Everything that I’ve been doing is strange
Had it all on a plate and i threw it away

I’m still on this rap shit what am i doing?
Nobody actually listening to it.
By now i thought i would be smashing the music,
But i cant keep away man I’m too attached to it.
Fuck it who cares i don’t need their opinions.
Cheap therapy for me keeps me resilient
I see them artists out making the millions
But some are still locked in a dark mental prison.
Money aint everything it don’t keep you alive
We both die out with a legacy,
Money only gets you more enemies, friendlies,
Mongrels snakes all fake no pedigrees,
I don’t know why i let em all get to me,
I don’t know why I’m getting set on settling.
I should get out of my bed spend this energy,
Cos it could all end in a second they said to me.

I’m moody today.
Gloomy and grey
Guaranteed that I will run your day.
Everything that I’ve been doing is strange.
Had it all on a plate and i threw it away

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