Rell Maverick - Push On

Push On

Bridge:
Tryna connect but I’m closed off
Can’t be alone with my own thoughts
Gotta get it all together like I’m Mozart
Tryna put it all behind me but it’s so hard
I’m broke apart can’t help me with no Zoloft
Everything inside of me tell me to go hard
It’s like they wanna see that tag up on my toe dog
My life in danger when someone come to uphold the law

Verse:
I be talking to you but you gone now
Silence in your eyes got better places you can go now
Pain here got heavier to bear the memories we shared
All the things we took for granted but now none of it is there
I can say I was prepared, but I know I wasn’t ready
I was the last call you made glad I was up to get it
You said that no one else would answer
Serious as cancer
So when I seen them at the funeral I couldnt even stand em
I look at my reflection like a nigga with a death wish
But everything around me dying and I can’t accept it
Wanna trade places cuz my purpose never flourished
The world need more of you and not the bullshit that I’m serving
You put me on game that’s how I know how to word it
But you did so much more than what that means on the surface
I find myself working to ease all the hurting
Cuz I lost who I wanna be myself as a person Yeah I put it in my verses, guess it’s some kind of therapy
But it ain’t doing justice because I can’t feel it helping me
The bird with the word told me this was long term
That it never gets no better it dont matter how you measured,
Be strong in your endeavors cuz that pain coming with you
So you better grow with it cuz it could all work against you
Remember all the strength you think they gave you cuz it’s in you
Told Kaden to never ever doubt himself its in the mental
To my daughters you’re beautiful make sure the world respect you
Take it if you have to don’t you let the world neglect you
And Kaden, my oldest, my homie, my son, Even though I’m not there with you please just know that we are one
Every day I wake up feeling like I’ve failed y’all, Thinking back to the days where I was fucked up at mail call,
Guess it could be worse, no it wouldn’t be the first,
Even my older brother told me this was a curse Tell me that how that works...
Dealing with it no percs
Living life no perks
Like a drunk wit no shirt
Nigga had enough hurt
Made a plan out the dirt
Tried it once and it worked
Second time was dessert
Third time was a failure
Fourth time went berserk
Fifth time was the slammer,
Sixth time was the search
No I can’t close the curtains
Nah I can’t close the curtains...

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