The Notorious Rio - I'm Losing One

I’m Losing One

Could it be worst?

Ayo my daddy lost his job
We were living in the shelter, So you know it was hard
He told me it'll get better but it didn't so I sobbed
And my tears would stretch,
But I was proud cause my daddy never put it to rest
He just took me to school daddy kept a few dollars
So I can eat me some food,
A few months later more tragedy would loom yeah he passed away
So now I'm moving with my mom and it's sad to say
Ayo my mommy did drugs
She kicked me out the house so now I'm hanging with the thugs
My sister is gone so I was looking for the love
Man, these times was real
Cause I could end up in a jail or even worst get killed
Walking many miles so far away from home
Sleeping in abandoned cars I'm feeling so alone
And Yo I know that it's wrong my curse is next to none
I just want my daddy back the worst is yet to come
I'm Losing one....

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone bet it goes two-ways
Could it be worst? It can't be worst than this...

I've finally returned home, and now my Mommy's getting ill
She felt a lump on her breast, and I don't like the way she feels
We put our arguments to rest, though I'm not sure where the harm went
Another lump is showing up on her armpits
Allot of time spent cancer therapy spreading fears
And mommy's doing her best just to hide away her tears
I feel the end is near, kemo under her vein
And it's tearing me apart to see my mother in pain
And it's a shame, when I think about our past
So many things I could have said, to make her smile or laugh
So many things I could have done, to make a better path
I'm my mother's only son, and that's what make it sad
Ain't nobody living perfect in this place we slave
So I can't really blame my mother for the mistakes she's made
You should have seen the face she gave, from what I had to say
And It was that very same day, that she passed away, I'm losing one

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone bet it goes two-ways
Could it be worst?

They say you shouldn't question the lord
But why my life's so bad like I've been here before
I'm trying to be positive living in a war without my manly self
And I grew up so poor and plus these hands I've dealt
Wasn't about how I felt my best friend was killed
Right in front of my eyes in the middle of the field,
Over fifty dollars bills A cold shoulder I cried,
Cause instead of living life He rolled over and died
And it's still with me inside the first girl that I met took my breath,
Was raped by a creep
They found her shot to death in the middle of the street
So tell me if I'm wrong,
Cause my fingers point at God for the purpose of this song
I'm feeling all alone when I think about my mommy
I think about my daddy,
I hope we meet again until then I'll be savvy
But better in my place,
Sometimes you'll lose a love that will never be replaced

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone bet it goes two-ways
Could it be worst?

It can't be worst then this...

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