Chapter - Searching

I'm trapped in this box
With myself and this song
I sing all the words
Tryna find where it hurts
I keep searchin'
I keep searchin'
I'm tryna find where it hurts

I told myself I wouldn't
Come here again
But I almost never listen to
Myself in my head
Because what do I know
Nothin
I'm just a fuck up I know it's dark but its true
I had a few thoughts about death and it's stupid
But I wrote it all down what the fuck do I do
I read it all back and thought god i am losing it
If mama really knew where her baby gone
She wouldn't waste a second at all
She be here in a minute and I'd cry it all out
But I don't have the strength to pick up the phone
And make that call cuz I know
She would tear me a part and dissect my soul
And then put it together so that I'm good to go
But I can't take that pain so I crawl in a hole and

I'm trapped in this box
With myself and this song
I sing all the words
Tryna find where it hurts
I keep searchin'
I keep searchin'
Tryna find where it hurts

It feels like so much when you deal with depression
And it makes you feel like nothing at all
I'm up late at night because it's got me stressin'
I'm wishin' that I had someone to call
My breathing is fast and my heart has got tension
I can not stop looking around at the walls
I'm losing myself I don't know my reflection
Already on edge and I'm scared I might fall
I know how it feels like your minds in detention
And all that you want is for it to come home
You needing the answers but don't know the questions
And don't have directions on where you should go
But when I do say this it's not for the mentions
I do it so you know that you're not alone
Keep your head up homie you can get through this
I know you can do this no you're not alone

I'm trapped in this box
With myself and this song
I sing all the words
Tryna find where it hurts
I keep searchin'
I keep searchin'
Tryna find where it hurts

I keep my head up theres hope in the sky
*I've been through so much but I'm still shining bright
I spread my wings I believe I can fly
*Through all the dar days and all the long nights
I won't give up when there's flickering lights
*To see the best views you must climb to new heights
I'll break out of the darkness inside
*I wanna fly free like a stringless kite

I'm trapped in this box
With myself and this song
I sing all the words
Tryna find where it hurts
I keep searchin'
I keep searchin'
Tryna find where it hurts

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