Reedukay - My Mental

I don't, I don't, I don't
Wanna go through this alone
I don't, I don't, I don't
Wanna be lonely, wanna be lonely
Wanna be lonely, wanna be lonely
Don't wanna be lonely, wanna be lonely
Wanna be lonely, wanna be lonely, yeah
Ha-na-na I know, Ha-na-na I know
Ha-na-na I know, I don't wanna be lonely

I am a human and I have feelings too
But nobody cares so I hide what I go through
All up in my head instead when I'm feelin' blue
Shakin' my head this how they do a man you know it's true
Sometimes I'm drownin' with problems up to my neck
Brain spinnin' round and round my mind is such a mess
Nobody cares, do what I can, try not to stress
And do what you gotta do, this is what men get
All of my life, I don't know why, but I was just told to man up
Constantly I would just sigh, holdin' my feelings inside till it built up
Yes I'm a man but a human being too
That means I have emotions
Yes a man is tough but show us some love
Cause a man can still get broken

I swear ain't nobody got no idea the demons I'm fightin'
And nobody will ever know
Cause I probably won't let it show
And I don't care, these feelings that I battle alone
You know it ain't right man
And I promise I'll never fold
But it gets harder every day as I go cause I don't

I don't, I don't, I don't
Wanna go through this alone
I don't, I don't, I don't
Wanna be lonely, wanna be lonely
Wanna be lonely, wanna be lonely
Don't wanna be lonely, wanna be lonely
Wanna be lonely, wanna be lonely, yeah
Ha-na-na I know, Ha-na-na I know
Ha-na-na I know, I don't wanna be lonely

So many nights I've prayed to G-O-D
So lost in my mind I'm just trynna find me
Just know I'm findin' myself slowly but surely
Just suck it up and be strong cause I can't be weak
Hurtin' so much I swear my heart is closin'
Can't help you cause I got problems of my own man
Selfishly puttin' off my feelings you just don't understand
This music is my therapy I'm doing the best that I
Can, prayin' hands, Lord can you help me with this
And I'm not afraid to make mistakes
But Lord there's just so much at risk
Wanna wash my hands and just be done
Because I'm tired of takin' hits
I just hold my head up, do what I gotta do
Cause it is what it is

I swear ain't nobody got no idea the demons I'm fightin'
And nobody will ever know
Cause I probably won't let it show
And I don't care, these feelings that I battle alone
You know it ain't right man
And I promise I'll never fold
But it gets harder every day as I go cause I don't

I don't, I don't, I don't
Wanna go through this alone
I don't, I don't, I don't
Wanna be lonely, wanna be lonely
Wanna be lonely, wanna be lonely
Don't wanna be lonely, wanna be lonely
Wanna be lonely, wanna be lonely, yeah
Ha-na-na I know, Ha-na-na I know
Ha-na-na I know, I don't wanna be lonely

Written by:
Joshua Shelron McGee

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Lyrics © Songtrust Ave

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