Fromthisaltitude - LIVING TO DIE

How many times did I tell myself that it was over?

I couldn't find the words
I didn't have the nerve
I can't even lie
I was just living to die
Took so many losses
Can't make up for lost time
Cannot shake the feeling
That I fucked up my life

Had so many missed calls
They turned into close calls
And now I'm a lost cause
It lead to my downfall
I feel like I couldn't escape from a shallow grave that I had dug
Then it was too late to save face, couldn't stop what I would become
Couldn't stop the momentum
I was just trying to slow down the thoughts in my head
And even if it's hard to see it, please believe in me
You are the reason I haven't given up on myself yet
So I gotta give it up
I didn't have the strength
I couldn't walk away
I was about to say fuck it, you were like "Yo what the fuck are you doing man?!"
I said I was trying to slow down the thoughts
I said it was never enough yea
I'm just tryna make up for the lost time so I gotta give it up one time

How many times did I tell myself that it was over?

I couldn't find the words
I didn't have the nerve
I can't even lie
I was just living to die
Took so many losses
Can't make up for lost time
Cannot shake the feeling
That I fucked up my life

Written by:
Collin Gabriel

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