LilCamTheArtist - Stay And Wander

Should I stay and wander in this place I found in my mind
Or should I get out even though I feel real dead outside
Never was too attentive, but you can't say that I'm blind
It's like the monsters in my head was just giving me time
Deep conversation with my demons, I can't even sleep
Lacerations on my wrist, it's hard to even speak
Stuck in my head, but it's a thought waiting in every crease
Sometimes I just be in the dark and you don't wanna eat
That girl the only thing that's really been making me change
Being in stockton make me feel like I'm trapped in a cage
Know my potential the only thing that's been keeping me sane
Don't wanna talk about it okay with just hiding our pain
You only think about the L's, how you supposed to win
How you gonna make it to heaven? All you do is sin
Inviting you inside my thoughts, so let's take a spin
And you was never there for me, we ain't making amends
Family or not, you don't know me, don't call me your kin
Fighting off my demons, but tomorrow I'll be fighting again
She's got some flaws, but it's okay, I view her as a ten
Watch my grandpa's pass life in with a string and syringe
Should I stay and wander in this place I found in my mind
Or should I get out, even though I feel real dead outside
Never was too attentive, but you can't say that I'm blind
It's like the monsters in my head were just giving me time
Deep conversation with my demons, I can't even sleep
Lacerations on my wrist, it's hard to even speak
I'm stuck in my head, but it's just all waiting in every crease
Sometimes I just be in the dark and don't wanna eat
You're the only thing that's really been making me change
Being in Stockton make me feel like I'm trapped in a cage
Know my potential, the only thing that's been keeping me sane
Don't wanna talk about it okay with just hiding our pain

Written by:
Demarrea Bennett

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