Declan DeSpain - Lost Boys (feat. SUNSET BLVD)

I lost myself under the surface
Because I got nowhere to go, and no one to go to
I feel like I'm losing everybody
I'm becoming antisocial
And no I don't want, I miss my past life

I'm going 90, on the highway
Guess I'm trying, I'm wired that way
I'm a lost boy, from far away
There are monsters, lost control of my brain
I'm cutting, drowning out the pain
I got voices, screaming in my head
"You're a mess, you're better off dead"
I guess
I'm better off dead

Got caught drinking liquor by the boardwalk
So I found a bar and took some shots
Got blacked out and fought all of my friends
Friendships the only thing I lost
I dove right off the deep end
But I landed in the shallow
I'm not scared of things except
The monsters in the shadows

I can see you, falling in this mess
No I don't want you, crawling in my head
I'm writing music, to keep control of my brain
It kinda feels like, (I'm going insane) I'm walking in the rain
My life is getting so hard oh yeah
Well take a walk in my shoes take my business card
Oh wait I'm unemployed
I'm feeling so annoyed
Contradiction is a feeling that makes me overjoyed

Got caught drinking liquor by the boardwalk
So I found a bar and took some shots
Got blacked out and fought all of my friends
Friendships the only thing I lost
I dove right off the deep end
But I landed in the shallow
I'm not scared of things except
The monsters in the shadows

I'm trying to be, happy for us
I've lost all feelings of love and lust
I'm harming myself, on the daily
I'm just a screwup, and now you hate me
Now all the gears are growing rust
I'm crying at night, I miss you baby
I miss you baby

(That was the best take yet)

Written by:
Declan DeSpain, Preston Rydzewski

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