Shroud of blight - I want to fucking kill myself

Lies come crashing through
The floodgates
Battering me day by day
Just a pathetic waste I am
I will never live up to anything at all
I lose everyone
Who is ever close to me

Why do I push everyone away
I've embraced this sadness
Over a hundred times
Maybe I am destined to die sad and alone
And I don't know when things
Will get better
Severed ties too many times
Now I regret letting go

Everyone watch
As I try to break and reach the surface
When this world always puts me last
I will stop my heart beating
Maybe that way I can see some proof
I could have died happy
Maybe next time I will think things through
In the end
All I wanted was someone
To listen and be there
In the end
All my friends have left
So long ago

Written by:
kenna warne

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