Tony Collins - Tears in Heaven

Momma I can't believe it's been a year now
It's been a while before I finally let my tears out
And since you left I found death is what I fear now
Cause now I understand that grieving is a clear route
I know we had our differences it didn't change the way I feel
I kept my distance so I control the way I heal
I never told you but some things that made me sad
Is when thy locked you up they also took the special bond we had look
You would drink to have fun but made it hard on other
I got weak I cut you off and gave you to my brother
I'd never thought that I'd be doing this
Making a song about you passing away man I keep losing it
There's a lot of things I wish I had the chance to say
Enjoy Heaven have a wonderful and blessed day
When I was homeless you would always let me in
I'm a loser dropped out all I wanted was to win
I would come home crying because some kids called me black
You always made me feel comfortable in my own skin
Now that's what imma do make my kids feel loved ain't that what mama's do
You did a great job raising me
I'm fully embracing who I was made to be I found the Lord
And even with mistakes there aint no changing me
You couldn't catch a break living off section 8
Ashamed by your sexuality and cared what others say
Living life times that I forget you even passed away
Bittersweet happy but I'm sad on every Mothers day
I'm sorry Momma can you forgive me Momma
I could have done better but I ain't have it in me Momma
You played a role in who I am today
Don't worry about me I'm a man I won't forget to pray
I finally said my piece there's nothing left for me to say
Enjoy Heaven have a wonderful and blessed day

Written by:
Tony Collins

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