Ben Lapidus - Less Happy More Free

I have a growing online audience and no community
I used to live with all my best friends
Now it's just my plants and me
My last relationship imploded trying non-monogamy
I realize now it's possible to be less happy and more free
It's been a year, I had a nervous breakdown, went on live tv
said sayonara to my twenties and went back to therapy
I am obsessive and depressive and I can't not tell the truth
I have a self-respect I only could have dreamt of in my youth

Yeah
Yeah Yeah
C'mon

It might get worse before it gets better
I might have to break to put myself back together

I have a boundary with my brother
and a friendship with my ex
I have a fear of going crazy
and a passion for success
I used to tear my fucking heart out trying to get it off my chest
I used to rack my brain for answers trying to make it all make sense
I think I'm going through a rebirth and I'm scared to death to die
I had a dream I made my dad so proud that he came back to life
I want attention and affection
I want fame and money too
Screw inner peace
Give me release
Give me a wall to put my fist through

Yeah
Yeah Yeah
C'mon

It might get worse before it gets better
I might have to break to put myself back together

Yeah Yeah

It might get worse before it gets better
I might just have to live with myself
I might have to break to put myself back together
I might just have to live with myself
It might get worse before it gets better
I might just have to live with myself
I might have to break to put myself back together
I might just have to live with myself
I might just have to live with myself
I might just have to live with myself

Written by:
Ben Lapidus

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