Hugo Alfaro - Idea of you

Staring at my painted wall and
Zoning out into the past
Feeling like I've had enough
Of thinking she's all that I have
Maybe I am holding on to what I Thought you were
But when you think to hard eventually It starts to hurt
The version of you in my head I know It isn't true
Guess I'm just trying to hold on to the Idea of you
Oh no
I keep grabbing my guitar
Start singing then I notice what my Words are
It's always bout this girl
And I put her on a pedestal
But she's nothing more than one of my Scars
Carrying many secrets not many know
She knows just what it is that I didn't Show
I'm trying to relive when it was us two
Not missing what it was
Just wishing that you were my idea of You
Idea of you
Luckily I know nothing here is gonna Last
Seeing through the pain and suffering Leave it Back in the past
Nothing to loose and nothing to Proove
Cause I don't care bout these Expectations
No explanation I'm coming through
Cleaning out of my closet
Skeletons I got lots but
But now that I'm not afraid of em
Not everything's so exhausting
I don't know what's so wrong with me
Used to treat her like a damn goddess
My friends aren't really helping I think they must Be somewhat in love with Her
Starting going out dating
Started working out going out and Keep music up in the making
Still I can't seem to keep her out of my Brain
Trust me I hate it
She's so different in person
My head is just making it worse and
Can't wait til my idea of her starts Fading and stops hurting
Staring at my painted wall and
Zoning out into the past
Feeling like I've had enough
Of thinking she's all that I have
Baby I am holding on to what I Thought you were
But when you think to hard eventually It starts to hurt
The version of you in my head now I Know it isn't true
Guess I'm just trying to hold on to the Idea of you
Oh no
I keep grabbing my guitar
Start singing then I notice what my Words are
It's always bout this girl
And I put her on a pedestal
But she's nothing more than one of my Scars
Carrying many secrets not many know
She knows just what it is that I didn't Show
I'm trying to relive when it was us two
Not missing what it was
Just wishing that you were my idea of You

Written by:
Hugo Alfaro

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