Jazz De Cipher - Porcelain Doll

No
No
No
No
No
I'm sorry to myself
I think I need some help
Cursed by somebody else
Put my feelings on a shelf
Porcelain doll in the attic
Ever since a kid I felt abandoned
Cover up my scars, I need a bandage
Want to put me in box, that's traumatic
Back against a wall, feel the rage
Feel like King Kong, breaking out
Tear up the cage
If you poke and jab then
Watch it escalate
I want to isolate
Please get out of my face
I want to heal
I want to feel
Tell me what is real
Stay strong like carbon steel
I'm sorry to myself
Learn to play my hand, cards I'm dealt
Be self aware, mental health
On the edge of a cliff, overwhelmed
Feelin so much shame all this weight
Didn't listen, I said stop, screaming wait
I was paralyzed, drugs in my drink
For a couple years afraid to fall asleep
Left at the slaughter, someone's daughter
Didn't care what I said, didn't really love her
I transform into an ugly Monster
Gotta get away from all these Blood suckers
I want to heal
I want to feel
Tell me what is real
Stay strong like carbon steel
I'm sorry to myself
Feel the fear, then break out in a cold sweat
In fragile state, a thin eggshell
Like a candle they just watch me melt
Watch me bug, life got rough
Get away from here, waunderlust
I want to give, for now im ou of love
Covered head to toe with mud, self disgust
In this cold world there is so much trauma
Face my problems head on fight you like Kitana
On my feet the Florida heat, floor turned to lava
Tried to cool off in the waters there's piranhas
I want to heal
I want to feel
Tell me what is real
Stay strong like carbon steel
I want to heal
I want to feel

Written by:
Jasmine Murphy

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