Bjorn Majestik - Dear Belle

I know I'm probably bugging cause I'm writing you a letter
In the form of a song but the Internets forever
And I need these words said in case we never get together
Cause its been like 5 years....and the time ain't getting better
So I'm cutting to the chase, I'm guessing where I dropped it
Was yelling with my temper, and my masculine was toxic
Inherited my vomit from the trauma I'll be honest
That I thought had a grip on but all I did was box it
Boxing w these boxers that are demons in my soul
Thinking it was cool, not knowing that I was cold
I was farther from the father I thought would father till he's old
But instead became a father who hoping now not to fold
My only set of cards that I'm shaking as I hold
Cause I'm scared I'll never see you to apologize and own
Up to any part I played that made you wanna exit
I just wanna sit and listen, and learn how to correct this
Sorry as you grew, it's cause of me we grew apart
You'd visit for the weekend and I left you in the dark
Focused on my talents and also why I wasn't
Buzzing like a bee but instead felt like I'm a nothing
I should've been your dad and truly been that something
But I raised you as a friend and in the end I lost ya loving
Cause now I'm here hunting, hurting to catch a time
Where better lines are devised but just know I had to try

Cause on March 9th 98 5:59
My daughter arrived to show me just how a sun shines
I forgot about your mama and looked direct in your eyes
Heard your first cries and couldn't believe that you was mine
I was scared but also happy cause now there's a face
The moment that your eyes opened I could never erase
I was hoping your existence would replace all my peers
On the first day of your life, already out planning our beers
I swore I'd be the best and never let you down
As I held your little hand and rubbed my nose on your crown
But I was just a youngin, barely even 20
Who couldn't hold a job, let alone secure the pennies
Put you on to video games movies and rap
And you always by my side like we was a pack
I even used to give you the player two controller
And pretend that you were helping dad win a game over
How bout when I caught you making sounds like you were rapping
And even how during the loudest music you'd be napping
Then wake up with a face all funny like yo what happened
And now matter anytime anyplace I had you laughing
No capping, we used to be inseparable
Now a days when people ask all they say it's terrible
Cause they can't swallow the thought nah it's not edible
We used to be like two peas in a pod among the vegetables

Written by:
Jason Hernandez

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