AlecDeO - Pardon

Glimmer of wave moving
Surrounded by a dark surface
Drowning and it's hard to surface
Contrast is refined perfect
God why are you saving me
Why not abandoned me
What is my destiny
Why you walking next me
Caught up in a far cry
Breathing water I can't cry
Salt in my damn eyes
Didn't take enough red eyes
Never paid my momma back
When I was flat on my back
Better be where I left you at
Can't count the times she told me that
Foolish I ain't never listen
Foolish I ain't never listen
Slave to my unhealthy habits
All the ones I choose to happen
Shame on you why you only rapping
Shut up I even asking
Only asking pardon
I bet they me beg pardon
I didn't mean to hurt or harm them
I was only trynna disarm them
Making plenty tiny promises
Promises to keep all of them
Problem steady solving of them
Process keep proper in them
Poping away my pain
Ain't no running way
I bottled up my soul
And I sell it on display
I told you my life
I don't know where I lay
I be praying to god
Please guide me along the way
I swear I'm asking
Pardon oh
Pardon oh
Forgave without apology
Let go without bothering
Revenge without slaughtering
Understand without tarnishing
Betrayed and fucked over
So many times it feels weird
Indebted to the dead
I'd pay him if he was here
Suffering from the past
Memories crystal clear
One action ruined a friendship
Now your names forever smeared
Can't tell if was for attention
Or was it out of fear
It's easy to blame you
But I be looking in mirror
Some words I'll never hear
Some words I'll never hear
I often wonder the pain you be go through
Empathy got feeling connected n vulnerable
I offend n assault backstabbed n flaunted
Condoned Here's catharsis
I'm sorry I beg you pardon
Please forgive even tho I don't deserve it
If you could only understand I'm a person
A child in god eyes
At night he hears my cries
I'm sorry to you that I'm a vermin
So
Pardon my trespasses
pardon who trespass me
Guide me to serenity
For its the only I seek
Lost in the fog darkness disorienting
Blessing after blessings
That I can barely see
Lessons after lessons
That I can barely teach
Message after message
That no one ever reads
So if god only listens
I hope he hears me sing
Pardon all my trespasses
Pardon who trespass me

Written by:
Alec De Oliveira

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