J-WALK - His Side of the Story

Tell me what you mean every time you say that shit
You keep dishing so much hate every time you grow suspicious of me
And yea so I maybe fucked a Bitch or two
It was my coping mechanism just to deal with your abuse
You used to weaponize the law weekly like a routine
A white privilege power card just to feel seen
And did you ever think about just how that'd made me feel
A daily existential crisis while I struggle to pay bills
No you didn't
Just admit it
You would plot since the beginning
Like the time you called my ex
That's when Joey said to quit it
Wish I listened
Pussy power was conditioning
My senses to submit
On some Will and Jada shit
RIP to old me that nigga tried his best
And when you seem to love too hard
Becoming more obsessed
That shit will having doing things you never thought you would
So desperate for connection but your pain's misunderstood
Smashing and attacking she said fuck ya family picture
There you go again just talking shit about my sister
You better watch ya mouth when you speak about my blood
Then she threw me on the bed and told me fuck me like a slut
I just need a nut when it comes to those occasions
I'd always try my best just to avoid those situations
I beat that pussy up because she needed some persuasion
And I was sure to hit it like a foreign invasion
Invasion
Like a foreign invasion
Invasion
Class A manipulation
Manipulation
World class manipulation
Manipulation
And when we used to pillow talk she'd look inside my eyes
And say I just want your baby so just go on nut inside
I don't care about you nigga but I will take ya baby
Raise it with momma, but you'll always be my maybe
That shit gave me some trauma I won't lie it kinda hurt
Just coming from ya main chick that's a little too perverse
I'd have these introspective thoughts while coming home from work
Am I just good for dick cause what she told me really hurts
And I could've loved you better
Should've given you my sweater
Been in therapy together
Knew this couldn't last forever
Loving you brought out my demons
Now I recognize and see them
Got a blueprint to destroy them
You were the demon that I need to
Understand the dark
That I kept in my heart
Cause true love ain't cold
I know this in my soul
In my soul
I know this in my soul

Written by:
Joshua Walker

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find