The Wandering Wolfsta - Guide Me Home

Gawwd what's the fuckin purpose to this god damn life (what's the purpose)
I'd be lying if I didn't wonder what its like it the afterlife (what's it like?)
I never wanna pull a knife (nah ah) but I'm always in a state of strife (yup)
I ain't anywhere near where I wanna be - I just wanna thrive
Torn between my heart and this fucking ego keeping me alive
While people party through the night - I'm alone inside
I'm tired of being this lone wolf I just wanna find my soul tribe
It's been like five years since I woke up and choose to drive
In a different life direction but I gotta stop and revive to survive
Shit man this fucking journey got me feeling so fuckin deprived
Of any sorta social life that which I wanna derive
Maybe one day soon everything I want will finally arrive (I wanna share this life)
Until then I nurture this awesome friendship with myself so tight (so tight)
A long night writing these insights fresh from climbing heights
At the indoor climbing gym despite sending out all these invites
Nah nobody showed up (nah) it shouldn't have to be such a fuckin fight (shouldn't have to be)
It's my god given birth right to have souls in my life shining bright
I don't wanna live in spite - despite friends so finite

Roaming this planet all on my own
Lord please guide my heart home
Searching for my tribe all alone
I'm really missing my sense of home

Roaming this planet all on my own
Lord please guide my heart home
Searching for my tribe all alone
I'm really missing my sense of home

So what the fuck am I supposed to do it feels like I'm misplaced
Falling behind in this race I struggle to maintain this pace
Maybe I should look into the mirror and stare into my face
Scrolling through digital space I really should tune into my heart space (yeah)
What a disgrace I keep running from the stillness of this place
Chasing anything to ease this pain (the pain)
Yep there I go running around in circles again avoiding this domain (yep)
I entertain what if (what if) the problem remains within me own brain
It sounds insane hey here I complain about my fears in vain (my fears)
To be seen and cherished in all my hues of being the real me really is the aim (yup)
Cant remain in this drain no more (gotta get up) gotta choose a new lane
Break this chain and train to attain a sane mindset again (gotta get out)

Roaming this planet all on my own
Lord please guide my heart home
Searching for my tribe all alone
I'm really missing my sense of home

Roaming this planet all on my own
Lord please guide my heart home
Searching for my tribe all alone
I'm really missing my sense of home

I have no idea where I'm going (nah ah)
I'm just tryna be a better human (yup)
A dope soul tribe I be pursuing (for sure)
I know I gotta shine bright output these lumens (shine bright)
I have no idea where I'm going (nah ah)
I'm just tryna be a better human (yo for sure)
A dope soul tribe I be Pursuing (yup)
I know I gotta shine bright output these lumens (shine bright)

Written by:
Karl Dinnington

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