CalenRaps - Used To

We used to have discussions
Now we can't talk to each other
Cuz it feels like I'm interrupting
Act like you listening
You never listen
You don't hear nothing
Last night I thought
About our last time fucking
Had you walking round here blushing
Talking bout adjustments
Nah I ain't budging
Cuz anything to give I already gave
You ain't gon get it
til I'm gone in a grave
And if you ever need me
I'll be hiding in a cave
Cuz even real niggas
Get tired of being brave
I remember sitting outside all day
Waiting on love
Like I'm waiting on a play
But you ain't never
Come back around my way
Even if you did
Knew you wasn't gon stay
Tired of being hurt
Told I ain't worth shit
Never told you I was perfect
Insecurities make me feel uncertain
You tell me calm down
But I keep on cursing
I wish I could love you
As deep as I'm hurting
But I don't open up
I just keep a closed curtain
And this might've worked
Back when we was both virgins
But I done seen
Too many people change versions bae
And I know you ain't never gon trust me
I know you never gon touch me
The way that you used to
But I don't want nobody else
Cuz I don't wanna know nobody
In the way that I knew you
Hands on like I'm taking off bluetooth
Anything just to show you that I'm here
Pouring up liquor
While I'm pouring out tears
Not supporting you
Might've been my poorest idea
I miss driving around looking for an IKEA
And everything else about the last
4 or 5 years
Ever since you left me
I been avoiding my fears
Too porcelain
To ever be the voice of my peers
I am easily broken
And it's hard to keep things in motion
6 weeks since we spoken
I just hope you reach out to me

Got me halfway off the balcony
Falling
I just hope you reach out to me

Written by:
Calen Raps

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