Goodbye Blue Monday - I’m A Fucking Coward & My Anxiety Is Breaking Me

I've got a clock ticking and I don't know why
For every second wasted on catastrophising
Likely scenarios for every stupid thing I'll ever say
I've got a clock ticking and I don't know why
For every minute wasted on identifying
Analysing, scrutinising, every reason why they will hate me
And when I'm feeling vulnerable
I tell myself I'm incapable
Retreat to what I find comfortable
To spend the time with
My anxiety
Is breaking me
And I
Feel it taking me
Into the darkness, where I was always gonna go
Now I know anxiety, anxiety
You're breaking me
I've got the constant feeling I've done something wrong
That I've annoyed everybody, I've upset someone
I find it harder and harder and harder to focus
I know I'm losing control of my spiralling neurosis
And when I'm feeling comfortable
I remember life is unsufferable
And dying is preferable
To never again feel this
Anxiety
Is breaking me
And I
Feel it taking me
Into the darkness, where I was always gonna go
This I know anxiety, anxiety
You're breaking me
You're breaking me

Written by:
Graham Lough

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