J. LOREE & Stife - SEARCHING

Back in my time zone
Back out of my mind
Back to the wall, I fall again behind

I see my rage standing right before me
I heard my life recording on a tape deck
Played back, tucked beneath the vinyl spinning
They don't get it, let me explain
It's 'bout time I did it

That flashback ain't the first
My first wasn't my last
Throwing gaslights at every word I spoke of my past

Draining my energy
Facing my enemies
Trying to block it out
Erasing memories

Always feel I'm not enough
Like I fail to do enough
And it's always my fault
I stay locked in this vault
Halt, every minute to second guess my decision
I created this life I live but do I love the way I'm living?
Nah

Always been different
Cursed twice once gifted
Sought refuge in the distance
And it's kept me on this island
Trapped deep inside it
I need assistance
I won't survive this
Too much resistance
I'm just a virus
Invasive species
Don't take the burden of my issues, you don't need these
The clock's ticking, it's all coming at me now like 3D
I take and take and take and repeat

From the well of will and feel bewildered when it's empty
I'm on the edge about to jump, please don't tempt me
Isolate myself to self-destruct cause they won't let me
Pour my ashes in the ocean and forget me

I'm searching for someone out there
I'm searching
I lost that person inside
I'm searching

Written by:
Jeremiah Loree

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