lemniscate - death bed

Laying in the hospital bed
Bloody straps on my head
Clinging onto life, but I'm closer to my death
Slaying all my demons, all I see is red
Ears ringing as they pumping my chest
While I take my last breath
Momma crying, her son dying
Love never expressed, memories horrifying
Soul flying, my pain progress
I seem to forget who I am, where I am
Clocks say two am, that don't make no sense

I watched myself die, why do I exist
You walked as I lie on my death bed
Here lies another night, I can't forget
I don't cry, I just drink instead
I hear screaming in my ears
Dying to all my fears, shadows reappear
I feel them getting near
How'd they find me here
I left without a trace
Abandoned my own name
I wear a fake face, yeah I try to disappear

Amidst all the dark, I see a little light
At first was a spark, but it's growing really bright
Tries to leave a mark, keeps me up all night
I think I hear alarms, but I can't open my eyes
I'm stuck in this place I think I recognize
My blood on display
On those walls that all are white
I die as I embrace memories that kill my mind
I try to runaway, I run back to that night

I run back to that night

Written by:
lemni c

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