lemniscate - headstone

Grey skies, cloudy mind
Break my little heart of mine
End my life, tell a lie
Tell them it was suicide
I have a note I keep inside
In my dungeon full of fire
Close your eyes, hold me close
Don't waste our time, tomorrow night
I'll be a ghost and don't cry
You'll be fine, at least I hope
I tie the noose, I tie the rope
I make it fit around my throat
I see the end, it's getting the close
Don't tell my friends, don't call my phone
Don't cry for me, just smoke some dope
Cause I was here, I was all alone

I found a way to end the pain
Put a bullet through the brain
All the voices go away
I promise you I'm not inane
I consume what holds my doom
It pales my face, it breaks my chains
I sealed my fate it's coming soon
Prepare my tomb you'll hear a boom
Now my walls are stained
You can't save me, you came too late
You cry, you scream, you back away
Take a breath and hope and pray
But either way there's no heart rate
My body lay, awaiting my grave
I escaped the pain and flames
Now I face Hell's red gates

There I lie 6 feet deep, all my evil underneath
My family's there, they cry and grieve
My ex bitch there, she lie and screams
She hates the blame and claims she couldn't see
Any signs of suicide in me, they were clear to see
I even wrote a little note
I guess I hoped
You would Come save me
But I was on my own, depression overgrown
And now you'll never know I didn't wanna die
I just couldn't live if you hate me
Please forgive me

Headstone
Broken bones
Soul flown
Body sown
Flowers grow
I sit below
On the throne
Where darkness glows

I wait for you to come find me
Sitting in the flames that you hoped for me
Reading all the things that you wrote to me
Explaining how you both love and hate me
Now that I'm gone would you hold me tight
Now that I'm gone do you hear me when you cry
You said you moved on but it felt like a lie
Now I'm wondering if you talk to the sky

Written by:
lemni c

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