Making Chemistry - Psychology Unknown

I'm not really that unique, just a little bit tapped
Somewhere in my brain there's this really big gap
Psychology unknown, mental growth postponed
Well postponed in this reality in a different time zone
I'm neurotic but every single person must have bought it
That I'm just like them and no one seemed to spot it
I'm just crazy man with my anger in a can
Shake it up too much then you'll understand
They say music calms the wild beast but I'd choose it over gear at least
Because if I lose it, then I'm off the leash
Chasing after highs I can hardly reach
Is it ADHD or OCD?
Somewhere in-between quite possibly
A diagnosis that's just made for me
While it poses as reality
So bring me the needle, bring me the dose
Set free my sanity and see where it goes
Tell the whole academy that I'm just a ghost
Because whatever I have is too complex to diagnose
Never mind the ringing when it comes and goes
But that's just resulting from the life that I chose
My chemistry is unstable but the flow that keeps me able
It controls me until I'm stable or sane
I'm under the impression that the anger I'm suppressing
Will come back later and teach me a lesson
Break both my knees until they're snapped and broke
In the form of disease, heart attack or stroke
My intentions aren't to be controlling
But it's mentioned just to keep yous from knowing
I'm a headcase, highly functioning in the making
Ritalin and xans are the fluids in my braking
But my traction is from the stimulus chain
And I can't do both so I can't contain
My control on this car I call my brain
Causing fifty car collisions driving on both lanes
Because I can't decide which one I fit
Into most, just can't commit
I fluctuate more than the times I stick
It's like my mind is aware but that's the trick
So bring me the needle, bring me the dose
Set free my sanity and see where it goes
Tell the whole academy that I'm just a ghost
Because whatever I have is too complex to diagnose
Never mind the ringing when it comes and goes
But that's just resulting from the life that I chose
My chemistry is unstable but the flow that keeps me able
It controls me until I'm stable or sane
My chemistry is unstable but the flow that keeps me able
It controls me until I'm stable or sane
He's such a lightweight when monoxide is involved
So it might take another two days since you called
To respond, though that bond that once made us friends
Is broken along with the trust I'd pretend to keep in the mix
But your mind is playing tricks if you honestly think
We consume this for kicks
You put the dope in dopamine you dopey addict
How long has it been man since your last hit?
My best wish is my fat fist going that quick
Smashing through your face because you all have me that pissed
God at this rate I'll be lucky if my first date
Doesn't die from boredom, not a chance I'll negotiate
With my personality, another version that's in me
Re-examine my brain so the therapist can see
What's living inside my head for free
So bring me the needle, bring me the dose
Set free my sanity and see where it goes
Tell the whole academy that I'm just a ghost
Because whatever I have is too complex to diagnose
Never mind the ringing when it comes and goes
But that's just resulting from the life that I chose
My chemistry is unstable but the flow that keeps me able
It controls me until I'm stable or sane
My chemistry is unstable but the flow that keeps me able
It controls me until I'm stable or sane

Written by:
Samuel Fitzsimons

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