E Dub - Colder This Season

Standing at this mic
With a blank mind
To keep it real, it's been a while I had to take time
Lotta handshakes
Too many fake smiles
Feel like I'm running from my fears, it's time to face mine
They try to ask me how I'm doing, I just say fine
But I just poured another drink, this like my eighth time
Shit can you blame me, I would call your phone you just gone say I ain't the same E
And it's crazy you the reason
I was cold way before you, I'm colder this season
You say some shit that you know you ain't meaning
Fuss then we fight, then you tell me you leaving
Few days go by then you text me come see you
First we make up, then we fuck through the evening
Act like we good but we both know we dreaming
Lies after lies we just keep on repeating on
Shit I guess it's life
Wonder why we finding comfort in things not treating us right
Standing by your side with a smile that's showing bright but really I'm in the dark, been outta mind outta sight
Really might catch a flight
For once I let my spirits be high
Cause every moment next to you life is passing me by
Hard to say but it's the truth, I was growing way before, you cut me off at the root
Put my feelings on mute
I was driving the train, you put me in the caboose
Tried to talk to you bout it, you always had an excuse
Always initiated, you never tried to diffuse
And then you asking why that I'm on hot shit
You tell your friends that I'm not shit
You tried to label me I'm toxic
You tried to tell me that I'm sassy, but really that ain't sass and if you listen correctly, that's just logic
And it's crazy you the reason
I was cold way before you, I'm colder this season
You say some shit that you know you ain't meaning
Fuss then we fight, then you tell me you leaving
Few days go by then you text me come see you
First we make up, then we fuck through the evening
Act like we good but we both know we dreaming
Lies after lies we just keep on repeating on
Damn, I can't believe it's true
I see them couples walk around and I just think of you
I don't know why you don't deserve it for all the shit you put me through
Shit I be embarrassed to even speak of you
Took me a while to really think that I'm worth it
I was drowning by myself, I felt so far from the surface
Now when people say they love me, I really tend to get nervous
Cause that's all I ever wanted and you never could serve it
And it's crazy you the reason
I was cold way before you, I'm colder this season
You say some shit that you know you ain't meaning
Fuss then we fight, then you tell me you leaving
Few days go by then you text me come see you
First we make up, then we fuck through the evening
Act like we good but we both know we dreaming
Lies after lies we just keep on repeating on

Written by:
Elijah Evans

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