ITZ Adrix - Voices in my head

Just roll up you know
there's a-lot time's I need to get away
I be running from the past acting like I am okay
Gotta get the money but the money don't buy happiness
Almost fell to low cause all I wanted was to get revenge yeah
I got way to many scars and most of it is in my heart
Who can I go trust when everybody always did me wrong
Sometimes I just wanna die even tried to end my life
I don't even like to cry but when I do I always hide
Damn clenching up my fist I'm punching so hard on the wall
Whenever I'm so down there's nobody who I can call
I be hearing voices in my head I want em dead
My biggest enemy turned out to be another friend shit
How you gonna do me dirty after everything we've done
I guess that is just my life don't see a point to even try
A couple times I hit rock bottom waiting for the end
I just gave up so I just Let the suffering commence yeah
Doesn't matter how hard I will try
Even though I live it on life is full of fucking lies
All the Pain inside me breaking out yeah
All the tears will keep on flowing down yeah speaking fact's
Break a promise I'm not even gonna be surprised
Moving like a novice everybody left my side
Isolated in my zone don't even wanna check my phone
Declining every call cause all the calls declining me damn
I'm not one to talk even though I'm tryna make a point
And every-time I'm down all I do is smoke a joint
All I wanna do is grind cause my life's on the line
Be racing everywhere cause I'm just tryna cross the line
Double up double everything in life
Got no time I don't got no time to fucking cry
Take a sip and pour a drink I'm tryna get away
Going far surfing up I'm riding on the wave
Fell in love with who I am cause I'm enjoying all the pain
You don't got no right to talk not like you know everything
If the music wasn't everything then might as well just never sing
I'm to busy doing sin's fuck it I don't give a shit
I be running from the past acting like I am okay
Gotta get the money but the money don't buy happiness
Almost fell to low cause all I wanted was to get revenge yeah
I got way to many scars and most of it is in my heart
Who can I go trust when everybody always did me wrong
Sometimes I just wanna die even tried to end my life
I don't even like to cry but when I do I always hide speaking facts
Break a promise I'm not even gonna be surprised
Moving like a novice everybody left my side
Isolated in my zone don't even wanna check my phone
Declining every call cause all the calls declining me damn
Clenching up my fist I'm punching so hard on the wall
Whenever I'm so down there's nobody who I can call
I be hearing voices in my head I want em dead
My biggest enemy turned out to be another friend shit
There's to many time's
Music is
Music is my therapy
At this point you know I just
Gotta roll up smoke a joint and
Just ease off the pain just get numb
Like ain't easy none of this shit is easy
Just get the fuck out of the poverty
All this shit bro it's not
Not some simple task you know
I don't fuck with that and
Even if I'm suffering alone you know ima keep going
Until
Until death decides to come pick me up heh
Fuck man you know just
Had to let out some steam
Always100

Written by:
Adriel Quiles

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