U-Jay music - My Story

Ayo, it's your boy U-Jay
And this is my story
Let's get it

Sometimes I've been wishin' to go back
Hit the past with a return
Go to the younger me, tell him that
Everythin' cannot go how we planned

We face destructions, get distructed, devastated by the things of this world
What I'm about to say, would you get that
I don't know, let me go, let me flow then

You recall when our lives was so bad
When we started to lose our true self
We met a lot of baddies, I mean fake friends, then we slowed the journey to the Canaan
I got no hope, man I relapsed

We started to get into things that would give us the feeling that everything that is now dominating in ours lives will be fine

Both of us were in the wilderness
Seeking help but no one came to help
Then we just went to the cubicle started being supplicant
Hoping for Angels to come and just give a hand

Then we began to think that what's happening is a test
I don't get it God, why would you give us a big stage at a young age, with a lot of people that are putting pressure

Maybe what we got in us is great
Then we just went back and ruminated
To be cogitating bout the life thing cus we didn't seem to be so understanding

As I knelt down, I said Lord forgive me
With my closed eyes, then I saw the spirit
And my tears fell, as I saw them dripping
So I felt new, started with my mission

I've been busy tryna let go
Cus I knew I wasn't safe though
Now my hope is in my saviour
So I know I'm in a safe zone

I've been busy tryna let go
Cus I knew I wasn't safe though
Now my hope is in my saviour
Now I know I'm in a safe zone

Yeah, I'm in a safe zone, when I stood up, man I knew that I came back to life
I had to let go of my bad habits as I knew that I'm comin' to Christ

I knew that I had a mission ahead of me
And I know that nobody's gettin' rid of me
Cus I just asked Elohim deliver me
Went on for the bigger me

Got in the water, I came out so differently
Looked on the skies and I'm seein' the bigger pic
Man I'm seeing the newer me
Old guy, we just buried him, willingly

Then I'm movin' on with my life
I told the devil "I'm livin' for Jesus the Christ"
Real, I don't wanna lie
It's harder to leave all the bad things that you liked

His will over mine
Most of the people said I would never last a year
I had no fear, but I persevered
Cus I knew that the Lord is gonn make it clear

All my enemies I'm on top of the heads
Never interfere, makin' you disappear
Though I had all the complications with the consecration
I was facin' my weaknesses, daily battles

Then there had to be demarcations
I was breakin' the limitations
There's a moment where I was in desolation
Then I went deep in prayer, be conjugated with the higher places and the heavens were open

Now you see that I'm tryna be cool
Better know, tryna be in the mood
I've been busy tryin' harder to push
Now you know why I do what I do

I've been busy tryna let go
Cus I knew I wasn't safe though
Now my hope is in my saviour
So I know I'm in a safe zone

I've been busy tryna let go
Cus I knew I wasn't safe though
Now my hope is in my saviour
So I know I'm in a safe zone

Written by:
Maila Nkoana

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