Jin Hwan-Jae - Hello [Goodbye]

Last time it was goodbye but now im saying hello
My name is Jin Hwan-Jae if you didint know now you know
I just want to get this straight for the record so here i go
Been gone for a while i know got lost in the sauce and times been ticking too slow
But im back at it man it feels great to be stuck in my comfort zone i guess
Mind blown cant really remember the last time i went this long no stress
Scars show all the pain i inflict on myself when i get depressed
Its unknown if i can ever be alright with being in the dark and alone
Focus if im not bringing the heat i dont think that anyones ever ganna
Notice the way i craft these sentences you would think that people
Know this i hope this gets to you way before i realize ive
Outgrown this need to please others who say they listen but wont ever
Come close this is the last time you will hear me touch upon this
Subject i dont wanna reflect i just wanna relax take my thoughts and eject
Before they decided to reappear im living just to persevere
I keep having this idea and thinking that no one understands cause ive been living with

FEAR! Is the driving motivator cause i cant seem to get away from it
HEAR! The words im saying please stay away im begging you dont come
NEAR! Gota make sure i can see my reflection because its very
CLEAR! very clear very clear very clear
Insurmountable odds stacked against me i cant fathom this
All these fallen stars around me i guess i should make a wish
Please dont misinterpret i mean rappers yes this is a diss
Just like in "Goodbye" my people knowing that i never miss
Aimin steady yeah im locked in
Shootin from deep call me Stockton
Price on ya head put the stock in
Killin em slow with a toxin
Keep tellin people stay motivated
All these questions got me frustrated
Left the band to get my life together
Now the fans saying that im overrated

"What are you doing yall were blowing up are you out of your mind"
Out of all the mistakes that i made i knew that there was no way i could ever rewind
"But everything passes maybe you should of just gave it more time"
Fucked up insecure negative emotions im feeling fine
My life is a parody of sorts its fun to laugh sometimes
Hypercritical aspects of me they must be divine
Not a comedy but more so something thats intertwined
With classic horror tropes i think you're right ive lost my mind
Thinking its time to be back on my bullshit
Give me opinions im loading a full clip
Every beat that i touch i just lose it
Thinkin you better then step up and prove it
So many questions that never get answered
If you a rapper then what is your standard
Childish bars and nothing original
Go against me the destruction is biblical
Who are you kiddin
look at my lyrics i know that im spittin
But you rip off NF yeah thats a givin
But none of you fucks could fathom my livin
Gota keep writin and gota keep shining
Cause if i sit back then my life starts reclining
And i can be whining if i stop refining
My craft i wont ever be unsurpassed"

These are the things i say when im alone in the hole i call my mind
Had a hit put on me couple years back so i think its time
For me to find a rhyme or reason to put my life on the line
Ive bought it up before i promise that this is the final time
Eohchonjae Eohchonjae
Thats how much you put on my head
Eohttohkae Eohttohkae
Badly did you really want me dead
Eohchonjae eohchonjae
What in the world made you feel compelled
Eohttohkae Eohttohkae
Was i the one that had to kill

Myself cause i know im astounding
Negative thoughts had me feeling surrounded
Breaking the mold and i shattered my demons
Murdered regret and sliced guilt into pieces
Hung up my hatred and left it to dry
Buried my sadness and left it to die
Depression stay creepin i know hes a spy
Satan keep calling i never reply
You wanna know why
Im sick of the talking im sick of the bullshit
This if my life and i know i aint choose it
But im ganna shine im ganna grind
Like Stone Sold Steve Austin im breakin ya spine
Look up to the sky and scream hallelujah
Flow is so strong like its coming from Cuba
Say what you want but i know who i am
I knew i would blow from the day i began

Written by:
devante wyatt

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