Cowboy Dead - Anxiety

And I live with anxiety
And I live with anxiety
And I live with anxiety
Anxiety, anxiety
Netflix and Hulu won't change thing
I walk around in circles and I over heat
I smoke this weed to change what I perceive
If I choose to go out, If I choose to leave
I'll be sucked dry of what I achieved
But what I've achieved is arresting me
I walk around in circles till I over heat
I smoke this weed to change how I see
Last time I left this room I conned my boss and I took the check
He grabbed my shirt and balled his fist he said what did you expect
I said hello boss man I hate this shit so make it quick, so make it quick
I wanna get fucked up and lose all consciousness
Cuz I live with anxiety
And I live with anxiety
And I live with anxiety
Anxiety, Anxiety
Not socially or OCD just the one where its hard to think
I'll make a blueprint of what I should do and it fit so logically
And by the afternoon I've ripped it all up even though its costing me
All I want is consistency and to dry my receptors of dopamine
I wanna be a machine without the need of a human being
I often think that I'm in too deep and I need to get clean
I just need a form of therapy and this notebook is helping me
This notebook is helping me
Yeah this notebook is helping me
And they need me 5 days week
I skipped them all and got a raise
I stayed in and fell asleep then woke up to my impulsive brain
Maybe I'm not okay maybe I'm not all sane but success starts with today
I'll try to find a place focus on a mortgage rate
And every fourteen days I'll have some money to save
I'll have something to gain
Put my trust into myself cuz when all else fails
They won't be there to help
Anxiety, anxiety
I live with anxiety
Anxiety, anxiety
I live with anxiety
Anxiety, anxiety, anxiety, anxiety
I live with anxiety
Anxiety, anxiety

Written by:
Zach Foster

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