Songs I Wrote - Close to Forever

I hate every day, every smile, every friendly wave
I hate my thoughts
I hate your fun
I've hated everything I've done
I hate being kind
I hate being good
I hate my whole neighborhood
I hate the love that I still feel
I'm growing tired of this ordeal
Still debating
So frustrating
Live in limbo
I'm gonna do that
Dull my senses
Panic sets in
Feigned attraction
No reaction
Endless worry
Untrustworthy
Makes my head spin
Stomach's upside down
Don't know what's to come
I hate the fight to fall asleep, waking up, remembering everything
I hate going out and shaking hands
I hope I get abducted by aliens
Always nervous
Doubts resurface
Where's the window?
I've gotta get out
Dull my senses
Panic sets in
Feigned attraction
No reaction
Endless worry
Untrustworthy
Makes me give in
Our world inside out
Don't forget it all
When it all comes crashing down
And my head hits the ground
I have nightmares every night
See you in a different light
Forever in my dreams with you next to me
All fades to black
Are you coming back?
Sip your spirit slow
Wait and see if you come home
Are you miserable like me?
Are you happy to be free?
How could you?
We were so close to-

Written by:
L. R.

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