Liyala - Villain

It was paradise
The memories
The fairy tales
It was nice
So nice
But ever since that day
You found me in tears
Hiding from demons
You thought they were new
They've been there for years
I would never tell you
I could never fight 'em
Knew they was gone hurt you so I tried my best to hide 'em
Looked 'em in they eyes
They was killers
They was violent
I was trynna save you from a life you wasn't tied in
Hope you understand
Please come to an understanding
I've been tryna save me from myself and it's demanding
I go M.I.A
Cause I need it for my health
Cause it's hard to stay afloat when people knock me off the shelf
I've been tryna take the charge
I've been tryna take control
But I'm looking for an exit and I don't know where to go
I've been looking for my soul
As I go on this road
Haven't seen it in some years
But I know that it knows
It knows I ain't feeling well
Well that ain't too hard to tell
Cause I'm walking with my eyes low
Moving like a snail
But it knows I've been through hell
Dealing with myself
When I find it imma ask it if I'll ever make it out
Tell me it's a phase
I'm out of excuses
Told you I'm stuck
And I'm bound to be useless
I don't feel sane
Only feel confusion
I have been played and been used for amusement
I say no more
I say let's fight
I told my demons I want them to die
I want my life
I want my pride
I could careless I don't care 'bout the price
I'm willing to pay
Willing to lay my life on the line
Willing to give up my life this time
They've taken everything
They've controlled everything
Wouldn't be wrong to say my life ain't mine
I hate those words
I hate that sentence
I'll be victorious
You'll be repenting
It'll be glorious
Brand new beginning
I just hope she'll see me more than a villain

Written by:
Liyala Wesonga

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