Kid Krysiz - Damaged

Where do I start
Where do I go
Who do I talk to
Cuz I feel lost right now
I'm lookin for answers searchin for truth
I stare in the mirror for purpose to move
I gave up on therapy, didn't improve
Cuz trustin in people ain't something I do
Maybe I'm arrogant that could be true
Kind of embarrassed of what I been through
Don't care to be sharing it
Maybe I focused on parenting I could be there for my …
These words that I speak now are microbe to the way I feel
These days man it feels like I'm on a tight rope tryna smile for real
Nah these days I can see death through a sight scope like a sniper kill
But we say never speak that
Cuz nowadays days they'll prescribe a pill for you
And they'll rob and steal from you
Never try to build with you
Just assign the bill to you
Not what uncle Phil would do
When depression hit
Stuck froze
Eyes shut but it's up close
Minds stuck but it unloads
All the fun goes
And I hate it whenever that happens for real
Some take for granted the way that they feel
I cant understand it I've taken this damage
And managed to land in this house that i built
Full of doubt and everything I hate
Every mental state.
Every single trait.
That's never been okay
Cuz even til this day
I feel like I'm a waste
Where do I start
Where do I go
Who do I talk to
Cuz I feel lost right now
Aye I learned that nobody really wanna be
The type of person that nobody sees
Show up for love but then everyone leaves
If I ain't depressed then I'm somewhere between
Maybe I'm weirder than what I believe
Or maybe it them and it's never been me
But lately I been in a dark place
And yo most days I don't bother to speak
And I find myself being by myself
Truth is I don't like myself
Truth is I disguise myself instead of finding help like it's all good
But inside myself is a cry for help
A loud roar that just wants free
But I can't talk cuz I feel judged
Like I'm unsure of what this all means
But I know that's it's gonna get better
And I'm certain it won't last forever
So I'm writing this letter to tell you I love you
Don't give up or ever say never
And don't ever give into the pressure
And don't ever believe that your lesser
Just know I'm wit you and God always got you
Were gonna get through this together
Cuz I know that's it's gonna get better
And I'm certain it won't last forever
So I'm writing this letter to tell you I love you
Don't give up or ever say never
And don't ever give into that pressure
And don't ever believe that your lesser
Just know I'm wit you and God always got you
Were gonna get through this together

Written by:
David Vulpis

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