The Solo Maniac - Goodbye World

Goodbye, it's time that I get gone
Before I hurt anyone
Making mistakes, I blurt them
Words they aren't deserving
Why did it take so long
To realize I'm the worst of them
Feeling good until I word it wrong
Then I'm afraid cause all I cause is harm
Back and forth like this on and then on
Guilt driving me back to where I'm from
Solo that the devil welcomes me home
This hell I made makes them run
Cause I misinterprets what they want
And unintentionally hurt them all day long
I hate what I've become
I'm the eye of the storm
Everything around me is torn
Out like roots that can't be regrown
I'm a destroyer, every day it's shown

So before I can hurt em anymore
I'll kill my world til it's all dead and gone
Darkness sets in like a setting sun
I'm undone
Goodbye, can't live numb

I can't spend anymore time sitting by
Causing pain to everyone in my life
I can't remain stuck in it like a knife
Twisting in their sides until they start to cry
They don't deserve these words that I write
Not if it makes them die inside
In this world of mine you know I have tried
But there's pain inside my mind
Telling me to say goodbye

Fuck honeys, so lovely, its absurd
They can't love me, its not something like me deserves
It's only pain I obliviously serve
And it's obviously a curse
That I just continuously curse
Like "Fuck, I am the worst"
Human being, your like of course
Those I love see me burst
My shrapnel killing their nerves
Until it's a feeling they can't nurse
I'm a bomb off it's course
Those I love are the ones I hurt
So I hide this away from this world
But like an ostrich, my head is in the dirt
My soul feels ripped from this Earth
And my heart is ripped from my shirt
Dear god if this is it, I concur
I need help, I'm going bonkers
Feeling under, can't be me any longer
Time I say, goodbye or I will be a goner

So before I can hurt em anymore
I'll kill my world til it's all dead and gone
Darkness sets in like a setting sun
I'm undone
Goodbye, can't live numb

I can't spend anymore time sitting by
Causing pain to everyone in my life
I can't remain stuck in it like a knife
Twisting in their sides until they start to cry
They don't deserve these words that I write
Not if it makes them die inside
In this world of mine you know I have tried
But there's pain inside my mind
Telling me to say goodbye

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Written by:
Kyle Redgate

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