Zeke de Paz - Poem II

This song
Is for all those that are still dealing with childhood traumas
Just keep your head up

Alright
We just got off church
We about to go get some food then head back home because my dad got work
In the morning
And it would hurt being late and his pockets wouldn't make the money that we need to stay
So I'm grateful
I'm sorry if it ever seems like I'm just pissed and hateful
I'm going through my phases
Hope you understand and feel me
Cuz sometimes when I talk to y'all it feels like y'all don't hear me
But anyway
I know things are going great
We just picked up some sonic feels like I'm catching a break
I'm feeling good
We back at home
We about to walk in the door
But little did I know how things would change in a little
I'm hoping life won't stay the same
I'm tired and burnt out
I'm thinking bout the pills again
But family comes first now
But family come first now
Yeah

I'm hoping and I'm praying
That we make it out in time before we die
Come on
Is that a sin
Why
Because these family ties
Yeah yeah yeah
And maybe we can do it we been fighting for our lives it's coming up maybe about 3 years now
And curses running wild

We just walked into the house I see my Tia here
I can see that something's wrong cuz her eyes show no fear
And she's approaching towards my mom
Throwing bombs with her words light em up
Like we stuck in Vietnam
But I don't wanna be afraid
I'm just a kid what can I say
What can I do so they stop fighting
I start screaming stop
They're biting
She got my moms cup and punctured it
Splashed it all over her
Pulled her hair out
A chunk of it
And they don't know how to think again
I'm hiding in the laundry room with little bro til they chill out
My father hold my momma down
Protect her but I still doubt
And then my Tia gets on top and starts hitting her face
They're family so I doubt that any of this would start a case
But familia shouldn't hurt like that I need some release
I've been playing my guitar writing lyrics til 3
My names Zeke and I hate my life the opposite don't tell me
I'm 12 and I'm so done with all this bullshit I need help please

I'm hoping and I'm praying
That we make it out in time before we die
Come on
Is that a sin
Why
Because these family ties
Yeah yeah yeah
And maybe we can do it
We been fighting for our lives it's coming up maybe about 3 years now
And curses running wild

Written by:
Ezekiel De Paz

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