Imaginemore - Focus

Suicidal thoughts scattered through my brain
Can't escape the pain
It's running through my veins
Suicidal thoughts scattered through my brain
Can't escape the pain
It's running through my veins
No matter how hard I try
I just wanna end my life
When I focus
Focus
No matter what I write I always feel down
Everything that I lost can never be found
All the trauma in my life it can't be rewound
Everyday that I wake up I know I'm grave bound
Never thought I would feel like this
In my 20s and all I want is to not feel like
I'm 40 years older than I'm supposed to be
Not physically but mentally I'm just not loving where I've turned out to be
To me
I feel like this place that I have been stuck in this rut
And this overwhelming feeling I gotta be something or what I hated
Seeing my parents being I will become it
Broke away so I could make something from it
Yeah
Suicidal thoughts scattered through my brain
Can't escape the pain
It's running through my veins
Suicidal thoughts scattered through my brain
Can't escape the pain
It's running through my veins
No matter how hard I try
I just wanna end my life
When I focus
Focus
Even tho I'm better now
Living life in a different town
Lately I've been riding with a different crowd
But the feelings they've been yelling loud
Hoping I can make 'em proud
Can I make them proud
When all I do is always hold myself back
I'm hanging from a rope is how I feel
No slack
I'm tryna to go somewhere
But I'm just standing still
All of these mountains and I can't even move an ant hill
No matter what I do I lay awake at night
No matter where I go it
Never feels right
No matter what I do
I'm always lost
And it leaves me stuck with all these thoughts
I got these
Suicidal thoughts scattered through my brain
Can't escape the pain
It's running through my veins
Suicidal thoughts scattered through my brain
Can't escape the pain
It's running through my veins
No matter how hard I try
I just wanna end my life
When I focus
Focus

Written by:
Benjamin Foster

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